If you’ve clicked on the post – chances are at least once in your life you’ve experienced that gut wrenching gnawing at your stomach while staring at the white of a fresh new page.
WHAT DO YOU PAINT IN THE FIRST PLACE? WHAT IF IT DOESN’T TURN OUT RIGHT? And the list goes on and on…
Well, bet you didn’t realize it – but I too have these thoughts run through my brain all the time when starting a painting. YEP – I HAVE ANXIETY ABOUT STARTING TOO. So you are not alone – and guess what others have these exact fears too. In fact, last week I asked a group of my misfitians why they were afraid to start – and over 60 people responds within days.
Well, before I answer that question – I need to share with you a quick story first…
My husband and I just celebrated our 5 year anniversary last week at a sweet little church sponsored pumpkin patch – AND IT GOT ME THINKING ABOUT WHEN WE FIRST MET.
YOU SEE he’s my best friend in the entire world now – but we definitely didn’t start out that way. NOPE – RATHER WE KIND OF HATED EACH OTHER’S GUTS. The point is our first impressions weren’t peachy king…. Now getting back to our first FIRST QUESTION – THE FEAR OF STARTING and why it relates to this crazy story of first impressions gone wrong…
Well, there are actually a number of reasons you can find yourself terrified of starting – BUT CHANCES ARE MOST OF THE REASONS ARE ACTUALLY ROOTED IN ANOTHER QUESTION I’D LIKE TO COVER BEFORE TACKLING THIS ONE… AND THAT QUESTION IS…
There are actually a variety of reasons – but for time sake I’m only gonna spotlight two.
Mixing watercolor paint ratios can be difficult. You see with other paints – the paint consistency is usually all prepared and ready for you to use off the bat. Watercolor – however, has different paint ratios for different techniques – such as a watery ratio for a light pastel mix and a liquid-y paint ratio for a rich bold color. Thus – – YOU REALLY HAVE TO HAVE A GOOD GAGE OF YOUR WATER TO PAINT RATIOS IN YOUR PALETTE AND HOW TO USE THEM CORRECTLY. If your mixing ratios are off – then everything else is going to be off as well.
Yep you heard me right – watercolor paint is another issue when starting watercolor. Watercolor paint is complicated – first IS YOUR PAINT TRANSPARENT OR OPAQUE, IS IT A DYE OR PIGMENT – WHAT ABOUT INTENSITY – DOES IT DOMINATE A WASH SEEMING TO SWALLOW THE ENTIRE THING OR JUST SINK TO THE PAGE NOT REALLY MOVING.
ALSO KEEP IN MIND – ALL WATERCOLOR PAINT BRANDS – WHILE THEY MAY HAVE SIMILAR COLOR NAMES – EACH HAVE A DIFFERENT WAY OF MANUFACTURING THAT COLOR TO THEIR OWN SPECIFICATIONS. BASICALLY MEANING – IF YOU BUY A FRENCH ULTRAMARINE FROM WINSOR AND NEWTON THE SAME COLOR name FROM LET’S SAY DANIEL SMITH OR SCHIMSKY – all three brands will have a slightly different take on the same color.
And that’s not even to mention – coming up with ideas to paint, drawing those ideas, using painting techniques at the appropriate times, and finally developing your own art style itself.
NOW GETTING BACK TO MY LOVE STORY-
ONE OF THE REASONS WHY MY HUSBAND AND I DIDN’T HIT IT OFF WELL FROM THE GET GO – was because we didn’t take the time to actually get to know each other. Rather – we met and immediately had a bad misunderstanding that caused up to distance ourselves from one another. It wasn’t until we were forced to work with one another that we started to realize how much we actually had in common and how good of friends we could actual be. (Granted this process took over 4 years – mind you). That’s a story for another day…
So how is watercolor similar to relationships…
Well, think about if you were meeting someone for the first time – at a coffee shop to just have a simple conversation. You knew nothing about the person other than their name and basic generic stuff.
Some of you might be super intimidated to even meet someone new – while others might jump at the chance. THE SAME IS TRUE WITH WATERCOLOR – some people feel so tense when purchasing a new supply that they don’t even want to crack the lid of their new paint supplies. WHile others jump into watercolor with enthusiasm. However, both people almost certainly will encounter the same problem – their enthusiasm will wane and anxiety will rise when a problem comes up and what you expected to happen doesn’t.
JUST LIKE ON THE COFFEE DATE – Chances are you are going to run into some awkward impressions or misunderstandings – IT’S BOUND TO HAPPEN – and then your enthusiasm wane and your nerves begin to soar. WHY – BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT’S GONNA HAPPEN NEXT.
THE SAME WAY YOU WOULD ON THAT COFFEE DATE – and what my husband and I learned some four years after our first meeting. Simply just keep talking – your bound to find something that sparks your interest.
The same is true with watercolor. This is why learning your basics is crucial and keeping a watercolor journal of all your findings is a must. I recommend keeping a wreck it journal – not full of completed illustrations polished and ready to show the world – but rather a journal of experiments and watercolor thoughts. Such as what colors do you prefer? What brands do you like? Why? How do you explain working through a basic flat wash? What worked? What didn’t? When experimenting with Gradient washes – what colors did you like and which not so much? Moving on to art styles – What styles of art spark your interest? What styles seem to come easy to you? What things would you like to communicate through your art? What things could you improve?
By keeping a journal of your findings – Not only will it help you learn your watercolors but also begin to chip away at the gnawing fear of just starting. Plus – after working through the book – you may start to find a bit of your own art style beginning to peek through.
Below is a list of the first 10 pages you might want to try out for yourself – when starting a wreck it journal…
These last 3 exercises are great for working through shading techniques as well as determining your own unique art style.
And that’s it for this post! I hope you enjoyed this and Hope to see your awesome wreck it journals soon!